What to say about something that I don’t understand?
I have been raised with preconceptions of what it is to be a man
Now everything has been inverted
More even than my soul was perverted
She’s not on my mind
She’s fucking in my mind!
She’s holding my soul
She reached into my hole
I was hiding from love
Like a Goddess from above
Like a root Guru
Using some kinda Voodoo
Got me under a spell
Her methods I can’t tell
Like an empty jar fresh from a kiln
I didn’t know empty until I had been filled
She is in me now
That’s no metaphor to elicit a “wow”
Touching my every thought and memory
She’s actually cleaning me up like a cloth of emery
Smoothing out the welds
Helping the parts to meld
She’s seen every fear
Tasted every stale beer
Everything I’ve done
Every time I’ve won
Every time I quit
Every time I acted like a shit
Every sin
EVERY sin.
She whispers “Forgiven…”
This the ultimate trust
For me, for her, it is a must
This goes beyond time
Like dirty words in a rhyme
We are part of a one
Two spinning crows seeking eternal union
Energies working on mutual purification
For an eventual transmutation unification
We are here
We are now